First and foremost:
I have read the community rules including the guidelines on male posters, have understood them and agree to follow them completely.

I'll write up all the basic information about me so you can get to the deeper and more specific quicker so you'll save time in determining whether you want to Ask Me Anything at all or not.

I promise that I am completely honest about all of the mentioned things, will be completely honest in all my answers and want to stress that I am not here to stroke my ego in any way, nor to use this as some sort of unicorn hunting - I won't reveal my identity nor my location to anyone online for security reasons. No exceptions. I will not respond to any PM's that have these kinds of intentions. I am willing to help any genuine RPW here simply because I deeply appreciate what you are doing as we share the same view about BP society and Feminism.

Externalities:
- 189 cm (6'2") tall
- 85kg (187.4 lbs)
- Low bodyfat %, athletic, gym goer, on my way to get more muscle mass up to about 95kg (209.4 lbs)
- Masculine face, good looking, a solid 7-9 in the looks scale depending who you ask
- 15cm (6") and girthy you-know-what
- Approaching my mid 30's as stated in the title

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Life experience:
- I red pilled myself already at 16 years old, almost two decades ago
- Served as a squad leader in special forces in an European country (not part of any war deployments)
- Stumbled into studying psychology and philosophy in high school and never stopped self studying them
- Self educated in aforementioned topics along with human sexuality, politics, macroeconomics, STEM fields, religions, art, photography.
- Born to parents of different nationalities, who divorced when I was 7 years old
- Lived on my own ever since I was 16 years old
- Have also lived in few other countries and in the process of becoming internationally free
- Have done both manual labor and intellectual work, i.e. very handy and intelligent

Overall values and attitude in life:
- Honesty, patience, intelligence, integrity, long term thinking, overall virtue building
- Being a Renaissance man, i.e. being a polymath consciously, Leonardo da Vinci being my biggest hero
- Complete self sufficiency and self ownership
- Location freedom, which still isn't as complete as I would like it to be, i.e. work in progress.
- I fully believe we can become more intelligent, understanding and capable via accepting it and pursuing it consciously

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Other high value characteristics:
- Financially independent, working on my own capital directly having freed my time to pursue whatever I want
- Standing behind my words, actions and choices, which all come from a solid foundation
- Confident, charming, socially aware

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Attitude towards women:
- I hold no animosity, anger or hatred towards women
- I love women as a whole, but individually only if they deserve to be loved, just like I would love a good man for who he is
- As a young virgin, I was insecure about the idea of being bad in bed and was afraid to get such reputation as girls talk, I overcompensated and read all I could about how to be good in bed from mostly what females talked to themselves online from great resources meant for sexual education. It became a very important in my early sexual relations to apply as much as I could and experiment to learn to be a good lover. Ironically this can be counter productive as women can get pretty addicted to good lovers and it can be hard to shake someone off who proves to be a bad person for me.
- I treat women pretty much the same way I treat men, i.e. if they are worthy of respect, I respect them for their virtues. If they aren't virtuous, they do not deserve my respect. So in that sense, my stance when it comes to genders is basically very neutral.
- I fully recognize that men and women have different behaviors as stated in evolutionary biology and yet I believe if we can consciously mitigate this, we could build good relationships between the sexes. This is the reason why I am here to learn about RPW and offering my perspective if I can be of any help because ultimately I am for the same cause.

Past relationships with women:
- I have slept with about 40 women
- I have had a couple of good relationships, one great one and couple really bad ones
- I haven't been together with a woman longer than one year
- I have lived together with two women
- One of the women I've been with I would have seen myself to have a family with, but our relationship had to end due to external reasons that had nothing to do with our relationship. She is the only woman I have ever felt being equal with and had an incredible connection with. Nothing ever since has been anywhere close to it, hence my overall lack of longer relationships.

Why MGTOW?
- The sheer amount of BP & Feminist women along with the high abundance of choice for women (which was mentioned in one of the RPW materials for men to think about before posting) has resulted in a situation where I am quite unlikely to ever find a worthy partner I could trust, so the best strategy for me is to keep any blue pill hope at bay, but not go too black pill about it either as I can still lead a great life (and currently am) as a man, doing my own thing and enjoying freedom from any relationship constraints.
Personally it still does break my heart that I might never get to meet my children, which I feel terrible about, but you should know exactly why this is a reality I need to accept. So even as MGTOW, I still don't want to completely go AWALT, but I'm also getting ready for the high probability that I will never find a unicorn for me.

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Finally - Just to make it abundantly clear - I am NOT here to ask any advice from you, nor I would accept it as I don't think a any real man should take life advice from a woman rather than coming up to his own conclusions. This is merely to say most women aren't fit to advice men on how to be a man. Simply as that. And on the same note I agree and recognize that I am also not in the position to give you advice on how to be a RPW.
I am here purely to give you honest high value man perspective in any of your issues in the case you want to ask me something from the high value male perspective. The reason for me to do this is because I highly appreciate your decision to go Red Pill as I would like to see a cultural shift to this direction and do my tiny part in helping it come about. In the end I will also benefit from interacting with RPW in order to form a better idea how to identify such women better in my own life, just in case of unicorn might one day come about as I am not fully convinced on AWALT.