I know this is fuckin pathetic, I don’t know if I’m in the right place or whatever. I seem to be fine with girls, following redpill and spinning plates. Getting better and better at it. I just seem to have a big problem.
I can’t attatch myself to a group of friends. I’ve bounced from friend to friend and I feel like I’m constantly chasing to be a in a friend group. I had a friend for a long time (5 years) i introduced him to another friend who I’ve known a while and suddenly they start doing shit together without inviting me. I find myself chasing them a lot to even just hangout together but fuck that anymore I always seem to be doing that.
It’s literally the only part of my life that’s bringing me down right now. Everything else has been on the rise since joining and reading about red pill.
I appreciate that I’ll probably get some shit for posting this but fuck it