So since I have started down the Red path, I have noticed that some of the principles have been internalized. By internalized I mean that I never really tried to change that particular thing about myself, but it ended up changing naturally on it's own. Two things that I will focus on that changed on their own just from reading and improving myself in other ways are game, and abundance mentality.

Last night I thought about the way I responded to a conversation and how I would've been extremely derpy about it in the old life I had. To understand we have to go back about 3 weeks ago. To a friend's 21st birthday party.

So I walk in and there are only 2 girls(I anticipated this, this social circle is nerdy). First girl is 21st birthday boy's gf(hot). Quick exposition, when I first met her she was already dating birthday boy and despite him clearly watching us the entire time me and her had such a strong vibe and connection that she eventually just straight up asked me if I felt it and that it "kind of sucks" that she was already in a relationship. That was very awkward for BP me back when that happened.

Second girl is her friend that hasn't been introduced to this social circle yet(hot). Girls that are friends tend to be basically the same person so I figure she might gravitate towards me like the last one did. I ignore them when I first walk in and go straight for my bro the birthday boy. We haven't seen each other in forever, but we catch up like time hasn't passed and our conversation is pretty great. At one point while we are making jokes back and forth, the girls decide they want to out of the blue join the conversation. I give a dismissive joke and get fitness tested with some sass. I smash it with some joke and it's at this point that I think new girl becomes attracted to me.

For the rest of the night I push and pull the new girl while flirting with my friend's gf from time to time. I only flirt with birthday boy's gf using words and eye contact just to see if that alone would work. It does, my bro's gf eventually ends up breaking the touch barrier on her own with playful tapping on my arms and thighs with a big smile and eventually tries to grind on me....at which point I kick her away. Not about to ruin my bro's 21st. He isn't stupid and even though the alcohol is clogging his senses he still can tell his gf is strongly attracted to me and at one point even yells out to another guy in our group "HEY SHOULD I BE UNCOMFORTABLE, MY GF AND DELICIOUS KEEP LOCKING EYES".

Anyway fast forward to near the end of the night. Every time I move seats to find a new group to talk to the new girl follows me. Eventually she ends up sitting in my lap and cuddling up on me, red hair(hallelujah), big rack(oh lawd). Another fitness test. "Don't act like you don't like me." I turn and look at her with a big smile and chuckle as I say, "I literally haven't payed you a single compliment the entire night, I've stolen your beers, and called you a child atleast 3 times. Yet you're sitting here in my lap. So who is in love with who?" Her laughter says it all. The guy whose apartment we are having this celebration in is the one taking her home. As she leaves to get in his truck, I follow and grab her outside to get her number. I get it and she goes for a hug. She throws her arms over my arms so I straighten my back to pick her up and pull her into me. We make out, it gets handsy, I push her against a wall(girls love this crap). I break it off early and head back inside. I tried hitting that girl up 2 times on the second no response I deleted the number and forgot about her.

Fast forward to last night. I hit up the guy who drove her home that night(been close friends for like 4-5 years now) to catch up. Says he can't cause he's spending spring break with his new gf and meeting her parents. I guess I missed a lot, so I ask for details.

At this point he gets hyphy over text. "I beat you", "hehehe", "I won lulz", "hehehe".

"won what?" I say back.

"Red head." "Big tits" "XXXXX's birthday party?!?" "Ringin any bells??"

Now I didn't realize until this morning how I responded in the polar opposite way of how I would've responded had I not discovered the Red Pill mentality.

What I would've said as old me. "Oh yeah?!? Whatever man, I made out with her anyways. She's totally a whore. I didn't want it anyway. F*** you bro."

How I did respond, "Oh yeah! I remember now. She's cute man I hope that works out for you!"

His entire way of texting changed after. He appreciated my encouragement, figured he would try to make a little time for us to catch up.

Things I've learned about myself from this and take aways that I think would be good for others to try and implement.

  1. I apparently have some tinie tiny amount of game now. The most practice I've done for game is randomly talking to people in the mall sometimes and watch some videos...that's it.

  2. Celebrate with your friends when they accomplish something. Jealousy and envy are feminine traits. Men have abundance. They know that what one man can do another man can do; therefore, why be jealous of another's accomplishments and success? You know you'll have your own in due time. If you're not satisfied with your results....work harder.

Until next time guys. Please just call me Delicious.