We broke up 1 and 1/2 years ago, because she said she did not love me anymore and has no feelings for me. I was a beta guy, offering here everything she wanted. But i never paid stuff for a woman, just meals.After the break-up i was really really down, so i started going to the gym and got from 95 kg to 80, muscles and a nice jaw + beard. And also black pill rage.I went no contact immediately as we broke up.

So yesterday we meet on street, on my way home after gym by mistake after 1 year and a half, and this is the conversation we have:

Her: Hi, Name, WOW you look great! you've been going to the gym.Me: Hi, Name, yes it's been a good year.Then we talk some more bullshit talking, and then she proceeds to say this:Her: I've been constantly thinking about you from when we broke up, and i tried to get in other relationships but it never went anywhere, got some dates but no one called after the first one. And i'm scared now that i will end up at 40 with 10 cats. I know you fought for us really hard at the end of our relationship, and you showed me only love and how much you cared about me and us, but i broke up with you, and i know i hurt you really bad. But now i want to fight for us, i want you again.

Me: Ok...., i wasn't expecting that, i'm sorry that you did not find anyone, but i am not interested into dating anymore, as an old saying says: "You made your bed, darlin', now sleep in it", i've told you when we broke up that you will regret breaking up with me.

Her: How about we take it slow, and just have fun for the moment, no strings attached, bla bla bla.Me: Thanks, but no thanks. As i've said i don't do dates anymore. It's been nice seeing you, have a nice day, i have to go now.Her: Bye...., but please think about what i've told you.

One thing i know that i am sure of because the source is a credible one is that she hasn't had sex from when we broke up.I've had sex 2 more times in the first two months after the break because i thought i was unable to have sex anymore, and that i was incapable of having sex. Problems from the relationship with zhe Her :). The problems with her were not the looks, she looked ok. I always found her beautiful, but she had a shitty personality, thinking she was always right and everyone was stupid, also me.

Thank you MGTOW for saving me, best reddit ever. If i wasn't chilled and redpilled as i am now, who knows what mistake i would've done.

TL;DR: GYOW guys, best thing ever