Goddamnit I tried to meet cool guys that are into IT (I'm doing comp eng and I love all of this stuff, always did) and they're all just fucking insane. When I started uni last year, I had like three guys literally throwing themselves on me, thirsty as fuck.

One of them said I was "special because you're so knowledgeable unlike other girls", this guy literally waited for me outside my classroom just to ask me for my goddamn number and it was the most awkward conversation I've had with a guy, ever. He said something like "hello how're you? [slurred speech, couldn't understand anything, this went on for 5 minutes while I just said "oh, haha, wow" and was frozen because I didn't know who the fuck he was] can you please give me your number?". Ugh.

This other one was...a bit invasive. So, I knew this guy from our uni WhatsApp group chat. I didn't know him IRL. He was kinda cool, but very clingy. When I met him irl he was the fucking worst. I had my first math class (which was awful for me because I'm not good at math) and this fucking guy talked the entire 4 hours and I couldn't understand a thing. I blamed myself the entire time for not being able to tell him to shut the fuck up. My female friend thought I was one of those girls who attend classes but don't learn shit, which was wrong, but this guy was being fucking annoying. It was my fault for letting him do that, but I'm a very reserved and introverted person at first, but I can be very talkative when I get the chance. So, in each class, all he did was pester me and follow me around talking about crap like smartphones (he said shit like "wow! You know more than me, you're so cool. Why are you lonely?" and all that jazz ALL the time) and cybersecurity. Keep in mind that he's a year younger than me. He actually made me miss some classes because I couldn't bring myself to tell him to shut up/say no. He constantly demanded me that I should go to a nightclub with him, knowing that I hate those places, and that my parents don't like that. He also said I should get high with him, also knowing that I don't like drugs. I started getting a lot more antipathic and cut him off one day. It was really satisfying seeing him drop out a few months after.

This other guy was 11 years older than me. He was friends with the previous junkie guy. He was a failed math teacher (he couldn't get the degree because he's bad at maths), but he did well at eng math. He came out of the blue to talk to me (possibly sent by junkie boy), he was so annoying he walked with me to my house and all, my brother was with me and he couldn't stand his ass. He constantly flirted with me, telling me that I was also really cool and special and that he wants to help me with maths and shit. I also had to cut him off a week later because he was super creepy. He hates computers, I don't know why the fuck he's doing comp eng.

My classmates are into fortnite and Rick and Morty, oh and their personality is just dude weed lmao. Just annoying all around, no one's interesting over here. I hate it so much. I wish I could meet decent guys, but I can't.

I tried to use OKC but all I got were creeps (this guy is 9 years older than me and he wants to bone me, said shit like "if you weren't 9 years younger than me, I'd be already flirting you". Holy shit get the fuck away from me) and sick bastards ("wow why are you asexual, you're so fucking cute and smart I'm so sad you're not into sex").

My ex was also into IT and now he's got a hippie girlfriend (shes cuter than him) and he gets high all the time. He's also a communist or something now. He was super ugly, and I was with him out of pity and loneliness because I was innocent and dumb. He was also a "coomer", was obsessed with porn and made me do porn things knowing that I'm asexual. I had no boundaries. He groomed me, kept me trapped for years, I did awful academically wise. It was all my fault. Thank god he's an ex now.

Girls, are they all like this?