I was a massive pickme with no self esteem and no concept of self love. My parents raised me to believe I was born to serve others and my needs don’t matter in the face of others. It was like I didn’t really exist as a person, I was just living the life of a robot, here to please others. I craved a man sooo much and thought life is nothing if I don’t have one. I accepted such poor treatment from men who I knew were below me in every way because I thought that’s what I was supposed to do.

After a year long journey into self love and leveling up, today I looked at myself in the mirror while passing by and the random thought “I love this girl. I get to be her everyday” just went through my mind. And I started crying instantly.

How lovely is it to know I am always here for myself and I am enough. I am so beautiful 😭 and I somehow never realized it when I was so busy hating myself. My personality is bomb af and what I have to say is important solely because it’s what I have to say. I need validation from no one and I can be fully myself without care if the other person likes me or not. I don’t need a man and I will accept nothing but the highest love and respect from a HVM or I’m more than happy alone. Taking care of myself in every way is such a kind and loving way to honor myself and this life I am blessed with.

This has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you to the past (awful) experiences for leading me to these lessons and to FDS for showing me the way. I can’t wait to grow even more.