We're hanging tonight and I had pre-rolled a few joints. before she lights one which she picked at random from the 3 and I picked another. She asks me if there;s anything in it with a straight face.

I go bright red with embarrassment and I have sickening cold feeling in my stomach. I almost got up and leave but instead I looked away. I was visibly upset and she tried to make it better. after 30 min of small toke i left and cried in my car before leaving.

It was our 4th date. We've been to the movies, dinner. every time i picked her up. We hang and smoke weed at her place leave then do whatever and come back. WE havent touched or done anything. I haven;t shown the slightest sign of aggression or sexual drive(im currentyl on medication which kills it.)

the fact that the though ran through her mind. that she considered the scenario where I drug and abuse her makes me sick. I am so distraught right now just got home.