I miss my wife. I miss my son, i see him 2 nights a week.

I camt do this. I dont want to breath.

im sick of crying. I promised myself I woulsnt try to hurt myself again as last time I overdosed and woke up after several strokes when we seperated the 2nd time.

she come over we hold hands and theb tells me she feels disconnected withdrawn and depressed. 15 years and we have lived part now 2 weeks.

my whole value and purpose was to be a husband and dad.