I've been without my kids for months, not due to a court order, or any implemented custody , but because my stbx wife has been extremely aggressive been calling the police so much so, that one officers told me on multiple occasions he's tired of coming to my house and the Way domestic violence laws are written he doesn't need any evidence to arrest me. I'm terrified then if I assert myself at the house to see my kids I will get arrested and lose a bunch in court. My kids are both under two years old and I know probably won't remember any of this but I'm afraid they'll forget about me. Has anybody been through this and can give me some inside on when you finally get to see your kids if they remembered you or was it a big deal long term?