I said before I was done dating for a while, of course I met someone soon after i really liked

Took her to my dad's 80th birthday. Had a two day date that was amazing...

It's hard to explain, but she got in trouble at work for not going to work the 2nd day of our date. I think she was scared that she was going to lose her job, so she told them the reason she didn't call in was because she doesn't remember the night and think I put something in her drink.

I lost my absolute mind. Like I went crazy. Complete mental breakdown. And so I drank. And drank. And drank so much. According to my bank 4 fifths between Friday night and Sunday about noon

At that point my ex wife who is really great got really upset because I was saying really stupid things, so she took me to a crisis center. And they took me to a hospital. And I got put on a hold, and was put in a psych hospital.

Just got out yesterday.

Fucked up thing too is she back stepped on everything she said, took back everything that I was initially accused of. But the damage is done

And because when I was on my mental breakdown bender I said things about my guns, cps took my kids from me. On Tuesday we have a meeting to hopefully get them back.

I can not believe what's going on right now