I’ve been seeing this guy, not exclusively dating, I really feel comfortable around him, I feel like he is my best female friend. I wasn’t into him at first but he’s cute and mostly I really like his personality. We accidentally had sex for two times and I realized he once made a trip to Thailand and dated girls there. But that aside, he told me he doesn’t mind fucking few girls on his way to finding a relationship on OLD. I explicitly told him I’m going on dates with other guys and he kept asking where/when but I like him but I can’t get over the fact that he likes south East Asian girls. Meaning girls who work in sex industry there. I know that this goes against FDS but I’m afraid if not him, how I’ll find someone who’s decently attractive and Aroind my age. As 99 percent of the guys I met weren’t into me. And if it was, it ended up in emotional abuse.

FYI, im told in really prettywhen I was at my lowest weight but mostly I don’t dress up and wear plain clothes. Now I’m on the overweight side size 4 now for my 5, 2 height. He told me he likes smaller girls but likes my personality.

I had huge depression and PTSD from my relationship with my ex and since then I had hard time connecting with ppl. I had to quit my corporate job and focus on my health physically and mentally and I can say I matured a lot. Even though on paper I’ve been unemployed during those time, I did extensive mind work. But also realistically I’m 28 and want to get married around early 30s.