And you have articulated what I have been feeling for the longest time but couldn’t.

So here goes my first posts. I am pretty old compared to a lot of the posters I am sure, I am 45 years old. I was purchased by a sick fetishist to happen to be a woman, which kind of stopped me initially from looking into FDS. I do believe her intention was to read me like an animal. I was trafficked sexually from the ages of 2 to 15 and a lot of my PTSD and issues stem from that. Of course there was no shortage of disgusting pedo scrotes who liked a little Asian girls. I am the oldest of seven and I knew that if I did not comply with what the purchaser wanted, She would have started on my sisters. And I could not live with myself knowing that. Of course I’ve had my share of terrible and very bad relationships due to that. Only recently last year after I was assaulted at work of course by a man, I was able to leave my emotional relationship. This relationship was a very long term in about 30 years, we were married for about 20 of those years. Look up trauma bonding and that was and kind of still is me.

I was a SW for some of those years, but that was it so trauma in itself. It screamed loudly what I already knew but I didn’t want to admit. 99.999% of men are LVM.

I am glad to meet everybody and Hope to be learning as I go.

Sorry for any errors. I’m on mobile.