This post will be a bit longer, but i hope every Man will read this! especially the young mgtows.

I'm currently 26, if i hadn't made a bad decision i would make it to my 30s but that's not happening. As a matter of fact, I'm going to leave this planet in a few months. When I was 17 I met this girl, the "I'm hard to get" type. We got together after a few months of busting my ass and being a pussy chaser. Well so far so good. I enjoyed spending my time with her, and so 3 years past. In this three years i noticed that I'm frequently getting sick and my body gets weaker. At first I didn't know whats going on, and went from doctor to doctor. Well my bloodresults didn't show anything serious and by that time I just thought it's due to stress and bad eating. In that time my best friend dated a friend of my gf, and discovered that she was cheating on my constantly. My heart was crushed and we immediately broke up. After some time, and my condition getting worse, I was thinking that maybe I have been infected with an STD. I went to a doctor to specifically check that and well, not a surprise, i got that hiv good. By that time i was 22 years, and well doctors perscribte me meds to keep that in check, but it didn't help as hoped. I was fucking angry at myself and the girl, but what happend happend. Everyday I wished that I could turn back time and slap my younger self for being so thirsty for pussy. After months of depression and anger I found this sub, it was still young about 40k in total, but it helped me a lot in getting past the red pill rage phase. One post from a fellow MGTOW (THANK YOU SO MUCH) was about his routine (cold showering every morning, eating healthy etc.) and how to strengthen yourself, pushed me to start doing what he suggested.

I started reading books (from one book in two weeks, to one book a week) and doing workouts. By that time I was 23, and was lucky to get a good job. I saved money on the side as much as I could and 2 years Later I started my own small business. We are 3 men now, and work is plenty and good. At the beginning of the year I fainted at work and my best friend immediately brought me to the hospital. The doctors told me I got a good 2 years, so I should make the best out of it. I was pretty sad and empty for the first 3 weeks or so, but I found a new goal. I wanted my little brother who is currently 15 to inherit my will and later to continue my business. I have told him all the dangers about Women and to keep away. He cried a lot, because he and my father (mother ran away) are the only ones in my family who know about my condition. Everytime he stops by he is crying and does not want me to leave, but i encourage him to take me as a stepping stone for his life. At least I can safe one soul and hope that he will make this world better.

He started to take school seriously and as all his classmates are started dating, he goes boxing and building himself a strong body and mind.

So here is my advice, and I hope all the young men out there take this serious:

DON'T CHASE PUSSY! YOUR LIFE IS TO PRECIOUS AND SHORT TO THROW IT AWAY!

I know when you're young you want to jump on everything that is moving, because your hormones are shit and you cannot think clear. But Please, consider throwing your life away for a few minutes of fun? It's not worth it! There are people out there who will miss you. You cannot change decisions, and being with a woman in this age is a huge decision with huger risks than you can imagine!

I was stupid and not carefull and that's the price I'm going to pay now... I'm not upset anymore, I will spend my time doing the things I love and preparing everything in my company for my leave.

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So to all my brothers out there, especially the young ones: Learn from the mistakes others made and don't every let go of your dreams for a woman! Even I who is sick to the bone managed to make a small company and chase at least a glimpse of my dream.

So this is my thank you to all mgtow brothers, who helped me with my journey through life. It was short but without your help, It would not have bin so full of joy :) This will be my first and last post here, I hope it get's notice and a lot of young MGTOW's will read it. I wish everyone the best! And I hope that at least a few of you remember this post and don't make the same mistake in life i made.

See you on the other side :)