Hi TRP, today is a great day.

So here's the story, having been a nerd for the majority of my life I've rarely interacted with women. I was never too awkward with women, I had enough social skills to be not be completely unfuckable and I look decent however I wasn't willing to put the time and effort into getting pussy.

However, I was definitly still pretty naive, I'd buy things for women if they asked nicely etc, that type of guy. Anyways about a year ago I met a girl, she was the prettiest woman I had ever met. Great body, confident, into the things I like, well spoken, fashionista, you get the idea. For some reason she really liked my witty humor and started hitting on me, I took my chance and flirted back but I soon hit my limit and didn't escalate.

Consequence : I became her pet. She put me in the case "funny dude to use whenever I need entertainment" and I was happy to occupy just so I could get some interaction with her. I'd fap at night looking at her instagram. When she wasn't seeking my company she'd reply with one liner when I hit her up, but would get upset if I did the same and I was scared to lose her. I was a complete cuck, I bought her skins in game, drew her, gave her compliments whenever we talked. I was completely blind and I honestly don't know how she could bear talking with me being such a disgusting beta. Probably because she really liked the humor, and because I look decent.

What saved me was that I "cheated" on her. I was talking with another girl that was into me, and manipulated her to get her nudes. But somehow she learned about it and made a scene. I told that she had friendzoned me so I moved on and she blocked me shortly after. So I forgot about her and moved on with my life. I also realised how I had been a complete cuck and decided to not let it happen again.

Fast forward half a year, she recontacts me on instagram, two weeks ago. I was almost shaking when I saw the notification. She asks if I remember her and says she wants to give me "another chance". I was about to fall back into my old ways, and reply something like "of course how could i forget you etc thanks for giving me a chance" but then I remembered how she had treated and got a burst of testosterone or something. Instead I said that I don't mind but that she'll to deal with how I am. We started talking again, but instead of being proactive like I was, I'd reply randomly, take my time, never text first. Within a week she wants me to come with her at a concert because she has an "extra ticket".

I went to that concert with her, yesterday. It was a golden opportunity to have her comfortable with my touch. We danced, she grinded her ass on me, I grabbed her waist, dancing with the rhythm. After the concert, I brought her back home, paying for the uber. I played gentleman, got her out of the car so that I don't stay in the car while she gets out and she body-language invited me to follow her in. When we got inside, I could feel the sexual tension of the situation, and that was the crucial moment.

She lives in a small flat, and the couch can transform into a bed. I sat on it with my legs wide open and invited her to sit on my thigh after she got drinks in the minibar and from there it was pretty much a done deal. The concert experience had deshinibited me so I felt 100% confident about touching her and treating her like we've been fucking for weeks, so I casually kissed her neck. She didn't resist, instead she put the glass down and we proceeded to start kissing. I fucked the shit out of her, letting all the frustration from when she had cucked me half a year ago, I didn't miss that opportunity to treat her like she treated me : like a disposable toy.

Ultimatley, I think i'm still a toy. She wanted me back, she got me back. But at least, I dropped a thick load on her ass and that was so worth it. I was dancing on my way back home this morning. I should probably dump her now but she wants to see me again, I'll tell you when she leaves me for some Chad elsewhere with a bigger cock, in the mean time i'll be having the best time of my life so far.