Suffer, you must.

Accept the suffering that you undergo. Be grateful for the pain you face. Appreciate the struggle that is your everyday life.

Chicks slinging shit at your head? Good. Men challenging you at work? Good. LTR being a manipulative bitch? Good. Mother trying to dominate you? Good.

I've dipped my toes into my first serious LTR relationship. And it has sucked quite a bit to be honest. As a man who practiced chastity for most of his 20s and focused solely upon his career, I am way behind in the world of dating, the world of women, the world of intersexual dynamics. Once I began to read TRP, an awakening began to occur within me. Reality became more nuanced. And I saw more of what was actually occurring. I was no longer in the dark. I saw that people are complex and that complexity lives through their subconscious mind, invisible to their conscious awareness. Humanity is highly intelligent. Within their bones rests the forces that separate the wheat from the chafe. Within their being, rests the intelligence necessary for the development of strength, perseverance, and regeneration.

You, yourself. Sure, you may believe you have an identity, that you have a personality, which you do. But this character that you've become is very superficial. There is a greater reality and greater intelligence that pervades your entire being. This is also you. But this part of you escapes that superficial character living out a life of likes, dislikes, ambitions, and failures. My understanding of intersexual dynamics skyrocketed once I realized that I had to open the gates to the intelligence within me.

All is a call to open yourself to this intelligence. The greater you cling to the delusion of your worldly, self-crafted narrative, the greater is your suffering, the greater is your ignorance. A woman's shits test may make you recoil, feel victimized, feel sorry for yourself, and have you wishing that the world was kinder. Yet, what you failed to notice is that this behavior isn't malicious. It is rather a psychological mechanism used to determine your value, your worth, your strength, and your awareness of the intelligence that pervades all life. A shit test is nature's mechanism to determine your resolve, your worthiness of breeding. The woman giving you shit shouldn't be judged on an individual basis. She is simply the forefront of a very wise and very old intelligence that pervades all nature. This intelligence is used to smite the weak and elevate the strong and worthy.

Your suffering and your failures are thus no more than and no less than an indication that you do not meet the standards of nature. That you are not worthy to breed, to conquer, to influence the world, to have success, to contribute. Where ever you are at in your own life is a direct reflection of the qualities of your mind, your spirit. No successful man finds himself in his position by happenstance. His rise in power and achievement is correlated to the qualities that he nurtured within himself thus far in his life. Your shortcomings are thus an indication of your own inability, of your own weakenss. And you should never seek out reasonings beyond yourself for your life circumstances. You did it to yourself. And to think yourself a victim is just an indication of your own ignorance of your power to shape and craft your life.

Life isn't easy. Life hurts. Life will toss you around. Woman will hurt you. Woman will stampede across your heart. Other men will try to dominate you. Your family may tie you down. Your circumstances may be unbearable. And yes life is very hard. For that reason, I have compassion for you and for all other beings. Living is a very difficult process to undergo. And I question why we each much suffer so.

Never, ever mope. You are not special. Your problems are not unique. And the suffering you experience is equally experienced by others. Their suffering may be greater than yours. Many others have it way worse than you. By the mere fact that you are reading this and have the time to contemplate my words indicates to me you are in a relatively fortunate place amongst the world.

I have been suffering a great deal lately. My LTR has given me sleepless nights of rumination. My business has me stressed wondering what the next year may be bring. The fragmentation of my nuclear family has me questioning what purpose marriage serves, has me worrying about my aging parents. Problems abound. And life hasn't gotten easier at all. And I don't ever expect it to.

But I am grateful for all the suffering. I am grateful for all the BS my LTR slings at me. I am grateful for the hardships that my business presents, for the challenge it serves to my intellect. And I am grateful for the fall-out of my family for the insight it gives me into the nature of relationships and the dangers of contractual relationships. .

All the hardships I face have become my calling, have become a process of initiation. Some days it feels like I'm drowning. I'd rather lay around in bed, numb myself with drugs, get lost in an interior world separate from all the chaos that surrounds me. The moment I give up however, is the moment that I stop living, is the moment I begin to retrogress. Retrogression temporarily feels good because it is a return familiarity and safety. It is ignoring that which challenges you. It shuts out stress and allows you a very brief and temporary relief from your problems. But these problems will fester and you will go undeveloped. These problems will manifest once more, perhaps in a more grandiose sense, and because you neglected your own development, you will suffer even more greatly. You will lack the skill-set necessary to rise to your problems and over come them.

Therefore, I say to you - love your suffering, appreciate your hardships, accept your pain, integrate the darkness of your life into yourself so that you develop into a better man. Go fail with women. Go fail with your goals. Fall on your face. Contemplate suicide. Enter the darkest hell of your own being. And if you can live through all that, learn from it, and integrate it into your worldly self, you will become a better man. And you will eventually experience success. You just can't ever give up.

Your willingness to face the challenges and hardships of life will sharpen you into a respectable man that women will want to be with, other men will want to emulate, and your family will look to during hard times. You must be willing to journey into the darkside of the all pervasive intelligence of nature and use it to judge yourself, to refine yourself into a being that nature will respect. You can embody this intelligence. And when you begin to do so - you diminish your suffering. And you convert yourself into a being who is worthy of the privileges reserved for gods. You will be given access to women. To ecstasy. To wealth. To accomplishment. And to respect. But you must be willing to walk through hell for a very long time to get there.