Swallowed the the red pill last summer. It took some time to adjust. What I have been taught growing up is so deeply embedded to the point where when I was introduced to this, I was defensive. Not defensive in the sense of against the concept but against myself. I was so mad at myself and my actions throughout my life where very blue pill.

If only I had this concept given to me when I was young, where will I be now. Not here of course. I’m 32 and pretty much wasted my life living in the Matrix. Caught up on everything the media and society was feeding me. I grew up without a father and was raised by women. Love my family to death but unfortunately I was crippled coming into the adult world.

I realized a vicious cycle. Women are attracted to fuckboys. Women mistake swag with a good father figure. They mistake game for commitment. When they can’t turn their fuckboys to husbands and fathers, the fuckboy don’t stick around because that wasn’t his intention from the start. They then turn to the son (if they have a boy) and teach the boy to treat women based off her experience at the moment. A terrible flaw in thinking emotionally. They teach their boys on how they ideally want to be treated by her failed project fuckboy, which unfortunately is what women aren’t attracted to in the first place.

There should be a book to guide the young. Not to hate women, but to love themselves and strive to be the best version of themselves. A book that is for a child to follow. Taking the RP guide and child proofing it? Or maybe they should get right up front? I don’t know, just want to stop that viscous cycle that has ruined my 20s.