2nd day of MRP, and I’m full aware I’m still digesting the pill and waiting for it to hit my bloodstream...

But, I’ve Been STFU since yesterday and the only words coming out of my mouth are generic responses or firm decisions. All tone is authoritative, but not rude.

A week ago we were warring like the Roses, this morning I wake to my wife on top of me.

She hadn’t rode me in years. “My hips hurt from the pregnancies.” I knew it was BS when the excuses about it began. But there she was, riding me like she’d been waiting longer than I to get back on that saddle.

She showered and left for work. Some silence ensued outside the normal texts (can you do this, can you do that?) I’d get in the morning.

Then suddenly - “I miss you.” That and a couple sincere words I haven’t heard from her in decades.

I hit the gym hard last night (my 6th month back into the iron game after sacrificing the gym for at-home exercising since we started having kids) and for the first time she took strong notice when my shirt was off and hugged me hard.

No, no way in hell do I think I just resolved 26 years of the Call Of Duty: Mental Warfare edition. A long road is ahead.

But I am wondering how such a rapid result (or positive sign, if you will) ensued. I’m also wondering how long it lasts and what kind of emotional waves follow until my wife calibrates and earns her First Officer rank.

Ballpark figures work just fine. Any insight appreciated.

Got 275 up on the bench for 2 full reps (bar comes down to my chest) last night. I’m 44 and completely natural. Only supplements I take are vitamins. Everything else raw food. Watching my core shrink back to size (vacuums really help in addition to the crunches and what not). But I came home pumped.

Oh...on the overall, I did not just get laid and the excitement caused me to jump on here in joyful blindness. Very much the opposite. For all I know she’s reacting with a Jedi shit test and I want to be prepared if she goes full Emperor later today.

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