Long story short, wife had two affairs in under a year. First one about a year ago, last one around the end of 2016. Best I can tell, she's not with anyone now, but with no trust, who can be sure? I know, understand, and accept my role since I was undoubtedly a drunk Captain and worse, a blue pilled little cuck-bitchboi. Since discovering this (the infidelity) a little over a year ago, I found MRP and read the sidebar, much of the suggested reading, and have been applying it in my life. I participate in OYS, lift, working on finances, stepped up dread and gaming, and more. I've lost 80 pounds, increased lifts drastically (was blessed with natural strength but also I was a fat fuck, so not bragging) and have a better job. Was always a "good" dad, but I'm spending lots more quality time with my child, being adventurous and teaching about new things to build an adventurous spirit in my kid. I no longer blow up, I use AA and AM, DNGAF, no DEERing, etc. I'm in no way bragging, or perfect. Not at all, but it has made me a better person to be sure. A better father as well. And it's not from only my perspective. Since I began, many good looking and decent quality women have approached me, flirted, and the like. Gave me their numbers in many cases before I asked. Stuff in this realm abound lately, thanks to the Red Pill lifestyle that I've adopted and continue to apply to my life in all areas.

So here's the problem Wife is pregnant again, obviously can't be sure who's the father, although it's most likely me, speaking from a purely logistical stand point. Before I was red pilled, I agreed to try and make things work, and I'm still trying. Shit is sliding further and further down hill though. I don't want a divorce because I don't want to lose even a second with my child(ren). I used to have Oneitis, but I have gotten many phone numbers from potential plates, all better than my wife (7-8/10's), which has really broken me from the Oneitis mindset and helped to foster the abundance mentality. Now it is merely a point of me not wanting to face a bullshit court system to risk losing any time with my child. I'm open to staying married if there was anyway to fix things, but I don't know if that's possible. As a Christian, albeit not the best, I also hate the idea of divorce, even if there is biblical "approval". Anyone else successfully come back from something like this? I come to you to humbly ask, what the fuck should I do? I'm busting my ass in all the areas of my life that I have control over, and employing RP mindset as best as I can. I know I'm not perfect, and that I have much to learn. Reading through all this, I see that it's victim puke, and I'll leave it for what it is. I'm humbly asking for suggestions. Any and all are welcome. Thank you for taking the time to read my whiny, pussy, blue pilled shitfest.

Edit: This is a throw away account so that nobody connects the dots here. I'd prefer to control as much of the dissemination of information as possible so that I'm not blindsided by an empty house, frozen accounts and a Dear Cuck letter.