Been seeing this hot, blonde girl for a bit.. displayed a bunch of LTR qualities and we connected in a way that I haven't connected with a plate in a while. We moved a bit too quickly for my liking and she was already introducing me to her friends and family and pretty much telling me everything I wanted to hear. Plus the sex was great. I was vibing with it and apparently she was too. Only downside was that I felt suffocated at times by how much she wanted to see me and hang out and I guess I got caught up in the connection and developed some feels.

She found out this week that she got the Flight Attendant job that she had applied for and been her dream job since she was a little kid (she just graduated uni too...why even go to uni if you are just gonna do that..lol). What was initially going to be her commuting from our hometown turned into her potentially having to move to the base city (due to low pay, distance, etc) and she basically shut down on me. She was in a 4 year relationship (half of it was at the beginning of university and a long distance relationship) and apparently was cheated on 5 or 6 times and went back every single time...lol so a long distance relationship was out of the question to her (& to me as well lol). This entire phone call was her hamstering to me about everything listed above & how Long Distance wouldn't work cause she wouldn't be able to "meet my needs" & we wouldn't be able to see each other all the time or talk all the time, etc, etc. She then claimed that she didn't want a relationship at the start (because she knew that a couple months down the road she'd be leaving tobe a FA) and only wanted something casual but then things got serious and she got caught up in it. It's funny that she mentioned that because she was the one who was treating it as a relationship the entire time.... constantly worrying that I didn't like her as much as she liked me, getting jealous asf when she'd see me saying hi to other girlfriends of mine, etc, etc & was ready to introduce me to everyone she knew in the early stages of seeing each other.

I held my frame through the phone call, told her I had just been vibing with everything and enjoyed where things were going + a few other calm remarks and left it at that. Received a text from her this afternoon asking me if I still wanted to go to the concert we were supposed to go to tomorrow night with some of her friends and that we could try to act like "just friends" and keep it casual. I'm not responding... lol

Ngl, kinda hurts to have something happen like this with someone I saw LTR potential in...but so be it. We keep moving forward boys.