I notice i had poor success with dating apps and i am not attracted to the women i am getting matched with and feel im settling and I refuse to settle.

I notice after getting rejected by every girl i found attractive(10/10 to me) to me didn’t even give me a conversation made me realize how much work i need to work on myself and i am attracted to women who take care of there body and i am not doing the same.

So im deleting dating apps because it kills my self esteem and im getting rid of alcohol and alcoholic friends i feel i waste time with.

I notice i am attracted to women who i see in person more because i have more control on who i talk to.

Im just over the poor results. So imma focus more on in person interactions with women because my social confidence and how i talk to them on the app is still poor and work on building my confidence and imma do that by working on myself.

Im just going with the fact that dating apps is superficial so i wanna reinvent myself. I been on apps for the longest and it’s getting old