For the record, I'm 20 years old, never dated, the only time I kissed a girl was 8 months ago, right after learning about the seduction community. First time I ever went out at night was this semester, with a group of exchange students I'm not super close with but they know how live at night while I don't. I wouldn't say I'm bad socially, but I'm really inexperienced.

I still went out at night with them during the semester, but honestly, I felt like I was clinging on to them and not doing approaches because it was safer, while also not feeling like part of the group and truly comfortable around them.

My experience of night life was feeling like an alien, jealously watching others making out, hoping one day I could do the same.

Yesterday, after much consideration, I decided to go out to the bars alone. Started the night on a very bad mood, thinking I'll end it like an alien, jealously watching others getting it.

Got to the venue,there were many approachable groups of girls but I didn't do any. Met some guys, they paid me a couple of shots but then we parted ways. Then later on I found myself back with the aforementioned exchange students group. Felt disappointed in myself for being back to them. I went out to take a leak and when I came back I saw a set of 2 girls, and I've made my first approach on girls.

This felt good, I was there to approach girls and I did it. We had a good time chatting, eventually they had to leave, so I took their instagrams and we parted ways. This feeling of accomplishment made me approach another set, these 4 really cool girls. I wouldn't have done this if I wasn't alone.

They were all very open about their sexuality (they were what society calls "thots") and really fun to be around with. They offered me a discount for a nearby disco and invited me to go along with them. Last time I was at a disco I behaved like a fish out of water, ended up sitting in the corner depressing on my phone. Tried the same thing, but these girls weren't having it, they weren't letting me not have fun and pushed me to dance with them. This made me really glad to be there, and it gave me a positive experience about going to the club.

When I came home and told my roommate, who has good looks and game, about these 4 girls I met who'd kiss each other no fucks given (in the mouth, and make out, just for the lols, they weren't lesbians) and that triple kiss they did, he went nuts and says that he wants to go out with me next time.

I didn't get any kisses, I didn't get laid, I was very beta around them. But at the end of the night, going out is something I now look forward to, not something that I dread, and that, for me, is a step in the right direction.

Tl;Dr: Went out alone and depressed, left out happy and accomplished, despite not being kissed.