Well had a job interview yesterday, offered the job today. It’s back in farming that I love and it’s 12k more a year and another 5k after 6 months which is a lot for me anyway. Farming is where I bonded the most with my kids I’m really excited I will get this again. I’m thankful for all of the support I get and will continue to need from this group. I hope I’m able to pass it on.

Skip the rest if you aren’t interested in the religious stuff

Man nothing good has happened since last summer. I am a believer and I know not everyone is, but I can pinpoint the moments I broke a promise to God and the ramifications that followed.

If you’re not a believer and made it this far, think of it like me “the son” said fuck you “dad” (God), I don’t need you anymore, and “dad” pulled back his support. Like the analogy, sometimes what your kids need is tough love.

This good news happened following me having a breakdown and finding myself back in church this past Sunday after months of feeling like God abandoned me, when it really was the other way around. I’m thankful for those here that encouraged me to go back to church, because I was really jaded as recently as Saturday.