-This part of my life ilustrates , how unfair life is. I heard someone say: you get what you negociate in this life, not what you deserve. Keep that in mind when you read this.

-Few moths back, i was dating a girl. It was actually a relationship, but it did not work after all. Anyway, this girl, always had her orbiters(guys who offer her free attention, flowers, gifts etc...). She is not the hottest girl, but she looks more than decent. I would give her a 7-7:50 i guess. Where she shines, it s her attitude. She has an avoidant attachment style and "thanks" to her father a hard attitude twords men. She acts like she does not need men and she likes to dominate guys. That s why most men see her as a prize. Us men, we are hunters...And the harder the challenge, the grater the reward. That s why, this girl has all this free attention.

-One night, we were at her apartmet. We arrived at about 21 . All good, we talked a little and then had sex (made love-for those who are sensible LOL). Around 23 maybe, after the indoor olympics, i decided to go home. At her door step, were flowers. While we were having sex and she was screaming and moaning, that guy, came to the door at put those flowers there. There was no note, so i m guessing he wanted to knock on the door but heard what was happening and just put them down and left.

-Moral of the story: Do not invest in people who have no interest in you. A showed interest, not a talked one. While you buy them gifts, write them letters, buy them drinks , taking them to dinner... , there is a big posibility that person is involved with someone else. This time i was on the lucky side, but i can t not stop and think how that guy must have felt in that moment. Every time you have the urge to chase someone who rejected you, or your ex, or the one that got away, or God knows....REMEMBER this story. Love yourself, don t offer free attention, free feelings , or buy things for people who don t feel the same for you.