My STBXW and I are having a contentious divorce. I wanted to reconcile after separating, found out she had pretty much planned out her exit. 8 weeks after separation she was sleeping with a new guy. My kids found out (even longer story) and it’s gotten ugly. She’s dug her feet in so hard and became angry and vindictive now.
For a bit I was actually doing okay because I was so pissed. Now I’m regressing and just so sad. My wife is the most beautiful woman on earth and I can’t stand the thought of her with another man. Our marriage wasn’t perfect, there was a lot she didn’t do well and she felt I didn’t do well but man when we were good it was great.
Now I’m just hitting a point of almost depression. Forcing myself to get out and do things and stay active. The legal fight is in the early stages and is ugly as hell.
I just wish this could all end and we could find each other in love again but I don’t think that’s ever possible for her now.