Timeline is post main event.

So everything has been going swimmingly. We're living in her parents house for now because we had a toilet break on the 2nd floor of our crib and the water destroyed most of the house. Cheapest reno ever. Not the disaster some might think. I still bring the alpha. Still getting laid whenever I want although we do need to be considerate with the noise because I don't really want her Dad to hear us fucking like animals. Been learning lots of trade skills from her Dad on weekends. Actually enjoying the time spent away from home.

This weekend we went to dinner with some of her co-workers. I told her we'd be hitting this bar up afterwards to see some people we hadn't hung out with in a while and watch the game. She nixed that idea and wouldn't say why. In the car she was pseudo hiding her phone while writing someone. Giggling occasionally. IDGAF. Get to the house she says "I'm going out" I say "Me too. Have fun." reach over and open the door for her in a gesture of "Get out" and drive off. Go meet buddies for beers. Come back about 90 minutes later to her car still parked in the same spot. She's not in the house though. Her Dad is on the couch and asks me where she is since I'm home. "Dunno." and leave it at that.

I'm fuming inside now - my natural thought is she got picked up to go drinking. A 30 year old woman with kids, picked up by whoever the fuck at her parents house like this is junior high. She has no girlfriends in the area but she does have a cokehead ex from way back in the day. Thoughts gravitate there. He's been a bit of an orbiter for the past 6 years. We went out and became friendly pre-marriage pre RP. He got pissed off when we got married and no-showed the wedding. Obvious choice pointing to what was happening.

She walks in not 15 minutes later and gets ready for bed. No signs of being wasted or drug use. I talk a while with her Dad and head upstairs. She's trying to sleep. Fuming inside but projecting IDGAF I initiate and we have some pretty "meh" sex. Sloppy seconds? Who knows.

This is has been simmering inside of me for the past 2 days. Acted normal IDGAF self until today. I slept like shit and lost my mind. I stupidly broke frame and told her that if she thinks acting shady and getting picked up to go do whatever with whoever is how a married woman should act than we need to draw up papers.

Her response? "LOL, getting worked up over nothing. I was sitting in my car. Didn't meet up with anyone. What's a girl have to do to get a break? Damn. If you want to end it just say the word. I know you do."

I fucked up big time sending that email. I knew it too as I was writing but my ugly fat BP side couldn't help itself. I gave away my position and now she's going to feed on it like a vampire. She played me like a fiddle and broke the frame I've worked hard to build over the last 6 months. Crushed it. Stepped on it. Danced a celebratory jig on top of it. I can see her face going "HA! You do GAF and you got played." This was either a premeditated con or she's lying. AWALT.

Now, the question is did she actually sit in her car for 2 hours, or did she get picked up like a hooker and suck dick? I'll never know. Don't make my mistake. NEVER. BREAK. FRAME.

EVER.

What i should have done instead is upped the active dread. Started to approach more, spin up a plate. I didn't. I failed. Now I have to pick up the pieces and rebuild from square one.

Edit: Update - I responded to her divorce e-mail with "Nope" and that was that. She's been super sweet to me since I sent the email. Her acting that way despite the kids hanging all over her is fucking weird. She normally gets frustrated and tries to take it out on me. Completely DTF every night. She initiated last night while her Dad was still up - also out of character for her. Have had mind blowing sex every day since. Not sure what to think about the incident but honestly at this point I don't care.

Also this was linked to Blue Pill and reading all of those comments is hilarious. Reality is exactly the opposite of everything written in those comments. First time for me being exposed BP.