I'll cut to it basically I know her hamster is spinning.

Key points - she started with comfort test of do you like me? I said yes. Do you love me? I said yes. She said It doesn't feel that way. I played the valentines games but her response is idk and I tried to broken record(?) The help me show you I love you the way I do.

-She said you've been a jerk and I responded with a laugh and said Yeah I've been an asshole - later said that I've been acting like I'm better than everyone. I DEERed couldn't get into DARE. She also said I've been a jerk to her but I've tried to keep it light when I've been a jerk.

  • I did fall out and say what do you want? She said a better role model for my son. I was going to stfu but fell out of frame and told her she would not take him from me to which she replied I wouldn't take him from you but he would come with me if I left.

  • implication of divorce.

  • felt like a shitty comfort test but I hugged her close and told her I'm just trying to be a better version of myself

  • I definitely lost it a little and told her , "you worry about cheating but drip feed me affection. Edit she said I was a jerk before these past 6 weeks but I only rediscovered MRP maybe 4 weeks ago. Definitely was still bending over backwards for her constantly.

I'll add more in a bit once I clear my head.