My son wasn't feeling too well so today instead of picking him up, I decided to spend time with him at my ex wife's place.
She had tried to destroy my life when I walked out of our marriage. Made up assault charges, went after my family and used my son against me. It was hard I made peace.
Spending time with my son was a joy but when it became time to rest, he wanted me to stay. I left. I left to a crying 3 year old that misses his father and the contempt of my ex wife.
I know that it shouldn't rattle me but it does. She blames me for her actions and he's the collateral of it all.
Big picture is that it's necessary. It sucks but there's nothing that can be done, but right now I'm fuming. I want to hold her accountable for the actions she did. I want my son to not be crying because I'll never leave. I want to share this to someone that understands. I can't do anything about it. I didn't cry or fight and like a machine, I just walked out.
I know these things don't matter to the vast majority of the readers here but for those that can relate, tell me what you did to help you through this.