Personality wise I'm pretty feminine - I value cooperation, hate upsetting others, don't have any ambition or desire to hustle. Even when I took on traditional masculine hobbies such as wrestling varsity back in high school or lifting weights I didn't enjoy it at all and preferred more creative arts like painting or doing yoga (which had mostly girls).

That being said, I still am attracted to feminine women who are super receptive, bubbly, caring , etc. Typically when I meet these women I either put on a masculine frame (which results in a one night stand but nothing more since they eventually see I'm not as masculine as I appeared at first) or I get friendzoned but may or may not hook up with them later once they're in my social circle.

Should I just continue to fake a masculine frame and get better at it? or should I embrace my feminine frame and risk repelling some girls (like going the whole emo/ pretty boy/artist route)?