Okay. So my ex and I broke up recently as of 2ish months ago and we had been together an entire year. So yesterday I get a message from a girl I haven’t spoken to in YEARS and she goes “hey? Are you okay?” And I’m dumb and go “uhh. I’m good! You?” Then she says “oh well.. so-and-so is in a relationship now and I was wondering how you were holding up”

I’m angry. No not angry. Just. I don’t know in shock ig. This man broke up w me and said we needed time to grow. I said okay. A month later he still wants to be with me, I said I need more time. I needed to be single a little while longer. Then again. He messages me and wants to be together, but I reminded him he wants me to grow up. And so I do. I start working on myself. Then he does THIS? The fact he’s with her isn’t what hurts me. It’s that he sat there and CRIED on my porch saying he didn’t love anyone but me. He told me countless times that he didn’t want to be with anyone but w me and couldn’t imagine himself w someone else. And there he goes. Listen. Idk but a year is a LONG time to be w someone and honestly I feel so disrespected that he just couldn’t wait a little longer to get w someone else bc now I’m like did I honestly waste a year of my life like that? Did I really cut out so many friends and let him talk shit ab people I care ab because I was so blinded to how dumb I was being? I know I’m being stupid and maybe sounding crazy or whatever but damn. That shit makes me so upset. I just idk. I guess it hits hard bc I lost my virginity to him, he was my first serious relationship. I mean, maybe he found something in her that I didn’t have and that’s okay. I just, I feel a certain kinda way. Like I just feel so stupid bc I’m sad ab this whole ordeal.