Yes, I am the one that filed for divorce.

I am also the one that sought out and setup the 3 sessions of marriage counseling over the years. I am the one that was exploring the self help program thinking it might work for us.

You are the one that said the marriage counseling didn’t help you. It didn’t “touch on your issues.” You are the one that didn’t put the effort in. You only get out of it what you put in.

It was also you that told me I was too late with the self help program and that you didn’t love me anymore.

Am I expected to stay with you and provide for you when you don’t want a relationship? Why are you surprised I don’t want to be with you anymore?!

I’m so glad that you have everyone reaching out to you to make sure you are ok. Because it is apparent you have made this out to be all my fault and my doing. What an awful person I am for not wanting to be with someone that doesn’t love me anymore.

/rant

I know you can’t control others, but this is so frustrating. Being stuck in the same house and our divorce on pause doesn’t help.

Thank you for reading and allowing me to rant for a moment! Stay strong everyone!