Hello again the only place I have to share and find support. If u have followed my post history it’s been crazy up and down with my stbxw. Last post was attempted buy out which her parents backed out of.

We are now back to fight about who pays for what. I’ve explained to her many times that if she won’t come help with our daughter there is only so much I can work. I’ve asked her to pay the bills like she did during our marriage.

She says get a job .. I then asked to come back to home and help with our daughter and I would be more then happy to work more.

She refused saying that she didn’t feel safe around me was afraid of me. This is her reason for divorce not that we need one in FL.

I stated that I would never hurt her or have ever wanted to hurt her. She the goes on to recount fight we had leaving out details like she was hitting me and taunting me to hit her so she could get a DV on me. After hitting me multiple times she attempt to hit me in the privates. So on second attempt I push her she falls down and starts scream I have u that’s assault.

No cops were not called but when she describes the story she says she flew across the room.

Part me of is so done that I just want to take my daughter and disappear. Part me of just wants to walk away. The fact she would be one of those women to make false DV accusations towards me makes me sick and disgusted.

I’m 6 1 240 pounds if I wanted to hurt her it would be much worst but I don’t and never wanted hurt her. now I might as well be 4 inches tall 90 pounds for all that it matters.

To abuse the system for her own gain makes me sick. I am afraid of her .. as I feel I can’t even defend myself from harm if she wanted too. I’ve told her any attempt come near me or my daughter I’m calling the police cause now I know she will make up anything she can to make her victim story she is telling her friends and family stick.

I just want to be free from this hell. To get away from this crazy women. To get settled and raise my daughter. Now I understand why she said that when she is comming over she is bring her mil. I feel like I’m being set up as this is the same mil ( ex mil from her first marriage who she is now staying with and her ex husband ).

What can I do???? I’m just exhausted and I just want it to end. Yet it seems it going to be long ride ….. she ruined my life…. I just want to on.