I'd like to think that someone else enterimg my life could make this all better but I don't think I believe that, totally. How could I begin to imagine even dating at a time when finances are so unstable? I suppose I'm just yearning for relief from the agony of it all. I'm pretty sure a lot of it is just impatience concerning the whole thing. I'm unsure, really of how to get back 'out there' when I'm struggling, now, anyway (which is a shame because I just graduated and am supposed to be living my best life, Smh. . .back to the drawingboard). Truth be told, it's pretty much impossible to date if finances aren't secure which means eyes on grindstone yet, again. . . I should have just went to Medical School lol.