It's been almost a month of being separated from my wife. Yesterday was fathers day and surprisingly she offered to take me out as a treat. We sat down and just had a small conversation about us. We talked and then I realized why she felt miserable over time. I picked at everything she did and she felt as if I wasn't doing enough. I now understand why she felt the need to call quits but it's still hard to accept. She was a beautiful soul and I was full of anxiety, stress, and fear. She says she now feels free but I feel as if I'm sinking but I have to keep a smile on my face. She really was a bright light that I did not deserve ..