I wouldn’t consider myself ex-redpill, more like blackpilled so much that I just don’t think anyone could help me unless they gave me like a million dollars that might help lol.

RN I am just so mad at everything, especially woman because like I remember exs and also girls I only met momentarily that I was smitten with and now I know there is probably another guy that is with them, corrupting them, when I wish I was because I was smitten and saw them as something I needed to complete myself or something. But I only like certain types like just any girl won’t do and its hard to come across that type irl, you know like the e-girls that look so cute and perfect on instagram, those kinds.

And I am just bitter about it, I want one but idk how to achieve one, and I hate it. So I’ve taken to try and become rich but idek where to start, and its like, there are so many people richer than me and doing so much better than me already, what am I to do? I guess that’s what I consider the redpill, just realizing how much your life sucks and you want to be part of something greater than yourself but everything is all corrupted by capitalism and hedonism and predatory capitalism, not that I’m a communist but yeah I don’t like society or most people in general, I find people crude, boring, or the worst seeking to disenfranchise me.