When I was 17 in highschool I fell in love with this girl. she stayed single and got pregnant out of highschool. Later in life we reconnected when I was 22 going to university. During my off summers, I would visit her and spend time with her daughter. I realize now I could have lived with them and helped raised her daughter. But I didn’t do that because I was afraid to commit and told myself going to school was more important. Well; I finished school, and when i came back, the spark was gone. I could feel that the love she felt for me had faded away. I had a falling out with her And now I’m alone and bitter. I never ended up using my college degree. I sacrificed real happiness for a fake promise and lies. Only to be left with nothing but sorrow. Fuck the redpill; fuck MGTOW. it teaches men that love is not real, but that’s the ultimate delusion in the world. Love is very real, and I walked away from it.

I REGRET NOT RAISING ANOTHER MANS BABY! I realize now that love is the highest human virtue, and that is the miracle of Christ Jesus. I’ve never felt that same level of pure love as a did with that mother and her child. I walked away from something good and pure for the lies of societal expectations. I allowed fear to paralyze me and take me away from the best thing that ever happened to me. I’m a broken man; who suffered low work ethic and hedonistic desires all throughout my twenties, because I had no clear purpose or sense of direction. Family makes you stronger, love is more important than credentials. Loving another man’s child is not weakness. Self sacrifice is a virtue