He lied about his age. Said he was 37 and I had to find out by myself he was in fact almost forty. Wouldn’t have mattered, I am no spring chicken but this just opened a whole lot of opportunties to lie. Because pickme wanted to believe him so badly. When he said he wanted to live together. When he asked me to marry him 4 times but never pulled through. When he said he wanted to have a child.... surprise surprise he had a vasectomy. Now I am left with nothing.

Well that’s not exactly true. I have a cute dog, a bastard of a cat seriously this guy just comes and goes as he pleases. My chickens, doves, a beautiful pony and a neglected donkey that I am trying to get back to health. The birds that visit my feeder who come inside my house if I am a little behind on my feeding schedule. Who then panic and try to smash my window. All these animals give me more than I could ever get from a man. Laughs, hugs, joy and unconditional love.