Background married for 15 3 kids I was beta from the beginning and my wife was a controlling bitch.

I discovered mrp and have been working on my self for over a year and I am where I want to be. Successful at work, lots of hobbies, go out on trips with friends.

I fucked up because I gave in to one of her tantrum only because she was balling like crazy in front of the kids.

Details: she is controlling by nature needs to be the centre of attention. She discovered I made a WhatsApp group with my cousins that she is not on. We have another group which she is a part of but decided that we need one for just us cousins.

She loses her shit I do the usual idgaf tell her it has nothing to do with her. She doesn't give in makes a big deal out of it. Involves the parents and wants me to stop seeing my cousins because she feels insulted. I just say it straight I am not going to do anything like that.

A few days later I say I am going out to my cousins and she starts bawling like crazy creates a ruckus but I still leave.

When I come back shit has hit the fan. Tells me how disturbed the kids were. They are my weakness. I can't hurt them and she knows that.

Then starts screaming for me to choose between my family or my cousins. I buckle and give in.

This puts me back into my old beta ways. I am upset and she sees that and calls me out on it. I tell her I made a mistake I am not going to do what she asks. She says then we need to divorce. I say OK.

She spends the night at her friends and came back the next day and is sleeping in the basement now a days.

Can I recover from this stupid fucked up mistake? I feel like I am back at the starting line.