Last night, my ex oneitis texted me a “Hey” out of the blue. Keep in mind, I had gone no contact on her for the past 2 months upon finding out the Red Pill, and realising I was nothing but a beta orbiter for the past few years. I have done plenty of Red Pill study over these months, and knew from the onset that ignoring her attempts at validation was the sensible thing to do.

So I didn’t open the text, and ignored it. However, the whole day, the thought of texting her back kept lingering in my mind. My blue pill beta virtues finally kicked in, and I responded. We small-talked for a while, and she was like, “Are you so busy these days that you don’t even get time to talk to me? :( ” yada yada. I kept acting cold, with short, one word replies. Eventually she says, “Maybe this was a bad idea. I’m sorry for disturbing you”. And that’s where my beta self kicked in. I kept feeding her hamster, and talked about how I missed talking to her as well. Like a switch that flips, she went from replying the moment I sent a text, to taking nearly an hour for short replies. I kept the conversation goinh for a while, and eventually ended it, saying I had some work to do, that I needed to get back to.

I fucking hate myself for caving in. I knew this was a bad idea, yet still did it. Guys, please do not be like me. However bad the urge is, do not reply to texts or calls from your former oneitis/exes. On the bright side, the red pill is absolutely magical. It works, and almost everything you read here is spot on. AWALT. NEVER FORGET.