Hi.

LTR for 1.5 years now. She is really into canoeing. She were at this trip 2 years ago at summer in USA which she really liked. (We were not together like bf-gf back then.) She was with a few friends of mine (some males) and with her girl friend. They are not canoe pros at all.

Now she is want to go again, it will be at summer but she is organising the accommodation, the travelling costs already, etc etc.

Thing is, she didn't invited me.

If I were read this story here on asktrp, I would say the attraction is gone, or at least it's on the downside at the moment, but I could not because she initiates sex very often, she doing meals for me, being respectfull, told me recently her father really likes me and respects me about "being a decent man". (She's got very good relationship with her father, traditional family model)

But also, if she is not invited me but a few others, I must think she is might experiencing with branch swinging? Or just craving some attention from males?

The other day we were talking and a friend of mine just casually asked her

"Why haven't you invited justaguy28_1 ?"

and she looked like she didn't really tought about this and just asked me:

"Wel, I don't know, do you wanna come?"

Well I said in the sudden, that "It is not my thing". Did not wanted to be looking at like a craving bf who haven't got invited and bitching about it. So I have just surrendered with that line. I was really not prepared - my bad.

I would like to cofront her, so my question is what would be my options how would you start? How could I achieve that I would not seen as a hurt person to her. Which I'm currently, but I wouldn't show her for the world.

Also, am I late with this?

Thanks.