I’m tired of saying the wrong thing. I’m tired of not being able to connect. I’m tired of texting. I’m tired of trying to play the game. I’m tired of listening to dating ideologies that conflict with my next move. I’m tired of being ghosted. I’m tired of not going anywhere. I’m tired of being told I can bounce back. I’m tired of using porn to help cope with losses. I’m tired of trying to find the perfect timing. I’m tired of my awkward moments with girls. I’m tired of playing games. I’m tired of them watching my stories first thing but don’t wanna interact. I’m tired of being on the spectrum. Yes I want shortcuts because people use my ability to get women against me.