Hi, I posted a couple days ago about breaking off my 3 year relationship for good with my ex who is 32, a lying binge drinker who is very self absorbed.

Now I need help sticking to it. We have talked here and there since, but he will ask me something, read my reply then stop talking. Or if i text him, he'll read it then not reply. This morning, he was actually pretty disrespectful by telling me he only has time to talk to me when he's on the can and that I piss him off if I text during work (we used to talk all day while at work....) He always wants to work things out but he has become such a jerk in the last couple days.

This was the guy who stood me up for 5 hours last weekend because he drank alone and chose to ignore me, my calls and got caught when I drove by to find out what the hell his problem is which resulted in our 4th break up. Over the same issues.

Please, help me ignore/block and find the willpower to be free of this a-hole who I keep wanting to run back to because my self esteem has been lowered so badly when I was once a confident woman. He's the dumpster fire yet I feel so lost without him and it makes me sick.