This is my first time being married. We been married for almost two years. I have left where I was for her. I gave up everything (in my mind) for her. I gave up my family and my support group. She wanted to be by her family because family passed away. I got that and agreed

I have felt for a few months that something was wrong but I thought may be it was all in my head since I do tend to over thinks things.

I noticed that after she lost her wedding ring and I bought her a new one, she didn’t wear it. She said she didn’t want to lose it. Once again I thought everything was in my head.

Even some of my close friends said the same thing.

After coming home from a work function in another state, I noticed more friction. I asked her about it.We had a conversation, where she said she didn’t feel is anymore. I couldn’t help but break down, I had lost everything to be with this woman.

She let me know she had these feeling for a while. I asked what did I do and she said a lot of small things that became bigger. Didn’t give me a straight answer.

I feel like a failure in life because I had let down the only person I truly care about.

She said she needed some space to see if she even wants to try and work through it. Based on what I could tell, I don’t think she really wants to.

I haven’t slept like I normally do. I been waking up every hour. I feel like I am in limbo.

When talking to a friend who has gone through a divorce. He told me to get a lawyer as soon as possible.

We currently have a home that we bought together. That is currently the only big item. We don’t have kids even though I have wanted them for a year now.

I am hoping she will want to work things out but in my gut I don’t think she will want to.

I have set up to get a free consultation for a divorce lawyer.

Does anyone have any questions I should ask?

I am freaking out that she might get a divorce lawyer and kick me out of our home.

I am grateful for anyone who made it through this wall of text.