I've been going through a divorce over a year now. Last July I spent a week in the pychward, everything has gotten worse ever since. I don't see a light, I have no hope, I genuinely believe I'm a slave now. I lose half my income every week between federal state and ex wife taxes. I'm not gonna be able to afford to heat my house this winter, hell I still owe from last winter. No reason to go earn more money because they will just take it. No state or federal agencies will help me, "you earn to much". So at this point i can't even afford to live. I cant afford the hojse i bought and rent is more expensive in my area. I cant even finish my plan cause they took all my guns and my local "mental health agency" took it apon them selfs to notify all the local gun store even though I can't afford a gun. I ran out of the meds, they forced me to take in exchange for freedom, and now can't afford to go see a Dr to renew the prescription. I'm really hoping for some to cross the yellow line and do me the favor and end it. Not looking for comments message help or to be saved just felt like typing.