I’m not sure if this is the right place to post about this, but I’m having some struggles with redpill ideology. I never really fully embraced redpill ideology but as I’ve grown and learned about relationships, I’m only 20, I find myself falling into these thought processes similar to what most redpillers talk about. My serious girlfriend of 2 1/2 years who I was absolutely in love with cheated on me, left, and then used me as a backup option. I recently learned my mother cheated on my father and I’m the result of that (bastard child). My grandmother, who is very high status and incredibly empathetic and I have a lot of respect for, hypergamy’d her first husband for my late grandfather. I’ve had 2 smaller relationships when I was younger and both of those ended in betrayal. I’ve had a false allegation of SA with a fling. Now trying dating apps I obviously see the issues with those and am actively trying not to let it affect my views on an entire half of the population. Everywhere I look I am just confronted with examples that show me the things that all of these ‘manosphere’ guys say are true. I’m not sure what to do about it.