I've wanted reconciliation with my wife but she's been adamant it's over. She's seeing other people. It hurts and I've been bummed about it. I miss her and I miss my kids (we're 50/50).

However, over the weekend I drove to another city to see a friend and go hiking. I didn't have to ask anyone. I literally just got in my car and went.

It was such an incredible feeling. Today, I'm making whatever the hell I want for dinner and probably will stay up later that I typically would.

This feeling of freedom, is pretty fucking rad.

Sure, I still have my moments, but this isnt all bad!