How did you deal with losing time with your kids, even if you got 50/50? I love being a dad, putting them to bed every night, reading to them, baths, waking up with them, etc. They're too young for 50/50 now, all three under 3. I am also petrified of they becoming a statistic of single parent households, although my stbxw seems to be prioritizing my time with the kids right now over any animosity.

TL;DR, how do I become a present father in their lives when they're so young and not spending overnights with me yet? I love my kids more than life and right now I am tearing up whenever I think of a moment without them.