TL;DR: First time out since TRP with 2 awkward friends, met with girl I orbited and her friends, get dick sucked by two 7s. Confidence through the roof.

I took TRP about 3 months ago. I've been in monk mode since then, lifting, literature, game, hygiene, etc. Last night two friends and I went out. My intention was to practice approaching, pressure flipping conversation, getting rejected, escalating and self-amusement. I also just wanted to have fun.

10:45: Get in the cab and head to a 1/2 strip club, 1/2 bar combination. Lots of post-wall women, lots of creepy dudes, few hot girls.

My two friends are Nice Guys. They are shy when it comes to approaching. We hang out at the strip club side for 20 minutes. Lots of fat lesbians and sad betas. The scene is depressing. I get a snap from a girl I orbited in HS (Call her Sam): her and two friends are headed to the same bar.

She really wants to meet up. I tell her this place sucks, meet us at X club around the corner.

11:20: Sam meets me at the club. Her friends are outside smoking weed before coming in. I talk to Sam, she has a boyfriend now, he's a loser, she lives with him, he pays rent. Typical BB. I ask Sam her friends names. I tell her to go dance and bring us back drinks in a few minutes. She leaves. Her friends come in.

Sam: Girl I orbited in HS. Wants me bad. I'm 'different' now, I wonder why?
Ashley: Sam's friend. I want her. She's shy.
Jess: The third wheel-ish. She doesn't seem to like me much. She tries to drag her friends away often.

I act like I have no idea who they are and go cold-approach. One is reluctant to talk (Jess), the other is very chill (Ashley). It's going okay at this point, I've got one girl laughing while the other seems alright. I 'guess' both their names, it comes off as creepy. Good, some failure. I quickly brush it off as if it never happened and continue with the conversation. Sam comes by with the drinks, we all dance a bit. Sam grinds on me hard, I touch her a bit, we make out. I don't want her though, I want Ashley.

I briefly dance with a HB8 who's 28 with a master's. She's very proud about it. I tell her I'm not into good girls and turn away. She's all over this.

HB8: "I'm not a good girl! I'm bad! I've done this and this and this!"
Me: Bullshit. Fuck off, kill yourself. (RSDJulien...)
HB8: Wow fuck you! You're an asshole!
Me: I am. I love you, why do we do this to each other?

I kiss her, we make out, I grab her hand and seclude her from her fat friend. We make out more, she's stroking my dick, I'm playing with her tits. I go for the finger, she says "Not here." - I grab her hand to walk outside... incoming fat friend. She goes apeshit. HB8 has a boyfriend, she can't come with me, I'm manipulating her, I'm just some drunk asshole. My friends are awkwardly standing 20 feet away laughing. Great wingmen. HB8's boyfriend picks her and fatty up.

I meet up with Ashley, Jess and Sam again. We dance, I talk/touch with Ashley a lot and try to befriend Jess, but she's still distant towards me.

2:00AM: Bar's closing. One last round of drinks then I tell the girls there's an afterparty at my place. Jess is hesitant but Ashley and Sam are totally down and convince her. My place is 15 minutes from the bar. We start walking. I have one arm around Ashley and one around Sam. My friends and Jess awkwardly walk behind me, not talking much.

I start asking Sam and Ashley if they've ever kissed, fingered, fucked other women. Sam is open, she has, Ashley is shy, she's never tried it yet. I convince them to kiss. They make out. We all make out. We get to my place, I turn music on and grab some beers. I tell my friends I'm going for the threesome, please keep Jess busy.

Sam, Ashley and I are on one couch and my friends and Jess are on the other couch. Sam is on my lap, Ashley is cuddled up beside me. I bring them both to my room, we sit on my bed and start kissing/touching each other for a second but then Jess barges in. She feels really sick and needs to go outside - Sam and Ashley follow.

They come up after a few minutes, apparently Jess puked, they are calling for a ride which will be there in 30 minutes. We go back inside, Sam is all over me but Ashley is suddenly reluctant. We still make out a bit more, there's no time for sex at this point, I suggest they suck my dick. Sam is totally down, Ashley obviously is too but is trying to suppress her excitement for some reason. I'm standing up, they're both on their knees. Sam pulls it out and goes to town while Ashley mostly watches and plays with Sam's tits. I tell Ashley it's her turn, now she's down. Her wild side starts to show, she's deepthroating and playing with herself. I blow in Sam's mouth. HER AND ASHLEY FUCKING SNOWBALL, SAM SWALLOWS.

10 minutes later their ride shows up and they leave. I give my friends a bit of shit for being shitty wingmen.

Overall it was a great night. I expected nothing but fun, approaches and rejection. I was playful and never took anyone seriously, escalated whenever I had the chance and remained self-amused. I got my dick sucked by two 7s, which is something I would have never tried to do 4-5 months ago.

TRP along with RSD have taught me so much. I went from going to the club thinking "I'm not good enough for 90% of these girls, I don't belong here, this is awkward." to "Which one of these girls will have the pleasure of meeting me tonight?" I have an entirely different perspective on the club/bar scene now. Although I've accepted TRP and many of its ideologies, this was a moment of awakening for me. I feel like I've just opened my eyes.

I want to improve of course. In what areas do you think I should focus?