I've got nothing but hard rejection for a while now. Romantic, sexual, and social. Had to break it off with a romantic partner because she rejected my affections. I'm regularly rejected at clubs and on tinder. I get socially rejected trying to make plans with aqaintances. I haven't been able to make friends. People treat me like trash. I'm always alone.
I'm a well adjusted, funny guy. I'm over 6 foot tall, fit, white, and I have a jawline. It's not like I'm new to any of this social shit either.
I'm really struggling with my whole world telling me I'm worthless this extensively. I'm mentally tough but being singularly isolated in such a social environment is incredibly depressing. Since I started college its been like this alot. I'm at the point where I'm completely miserable here and am considering taking a job offer and giving up on getting an education. Should things continue, I'll have no choice. I cannot sacrifice my mental health. I don't want to start relying on drugs for happiness again. I put alot on the line to get to college in the first place.
What would advice would a male role model like trp offer me? Monk mode? Suck it up and grind?