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He gets turned on by watching gay porn and the shame of liking child porn gets him aroused…

I was at my usual co-working space and went to put my lunch in the refrigerator. While in the kitchen, I saw a friend, who we will call Serena. She is a petite woman in her late 20’s or early 30’s and has an insane ability to entertain useless men. I complimented her blue dress while she was eating her Mexican beef bowl. She begins to tell me about a guy that she is seeing in the cowering space who wears his baseball cap backward. I should have already known that this was going to be a disaster. I confirmed that I do not know who he was and she told me that she recently ended things with him after a month because he was not looking for anything serious. While they were courting, he gave her an old iPhone 8 because her then iPhone 6 was having issues. In the process of their disentanglement, she got a new iPhone 12 and was moving the apps over from his iPhone 8. She then discovered a voice recording app which she had not seen earlier. On the app, there was an hour-long convo between Mr backwards-baseball-cap and his therapist. In this recording, he admits to having HOCD (Homosexual Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder) and POCD (Pedophile-Themed Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). He gets turned on by watching gay porn and the shame of liking child porn gets him aroused. These feelings have caused him to have suicidal thoughts and he is deeply medicated on Xanax to cope. He also watches copious amounts of porn and does not know if he is gay or if the shame of watching gay porn arouses him. 

All I wanted to do was put my food in the fridge and I ended up on an episode of Jerry Springer....

LinK to the rest: https://thecoffysalon.substack.com/p/why-is-no-one-preparing-a-generation