Just seperated from my wife of a year, no kids, no assets, zip.

She keeps contacting me telling me she’s my only family, and how she’s worried about me.

I keep having the thought that she is special. But I cannot come up with a concrete reason why I think that, other than she was all I had in my life and was interested in me. I mean she was almost morbidly obese, had anxiety, shit interests, was into sleeping with stuffed animals in the marital bed, dressed like an androgenous grandma, nagged and threatened me with divorce 12 times and the last threatning me with the police and taking 80% custody of any future children we may have had. She made me miserable and I felt like I was never sexually attracted to her. We even lost kids multiple times, which I blamed on her health. Thankfully we never had any live births, so no CS.

The only thing she had going for her was an interesting career(not as cool as mine) and she’s somewhat smart. But there are a lot of hot women with those attributes and more.

She keeps calling me back every few hours now to make it feels as if im losing my only family in the universe(technically true). But my ex did the same thing as well, same patterns and she was fuckin horrific.

She wanted to have regular sex, maybe that was a plus? Although I preferred to do it with the lights off because I didn’t get turned on by her lack of neck and huge belly. No ass either.

She kinda looked like a slightly slimmer peter griffin with a wig and no ass now that I think about it. Her dad actually looked like a redneck perer griffin too. in her younger years she looked like chris farley when she was heavier. We are talking life long 37 bmi.

fml